I re-watched Blue Valentine today after watching it for the first time about a year ago. I wanted to watch a movie that made me cry because I'm having a shitty day. I worked a 13.5 hour overnight shift and haven't really slept since Tuesday night.

This didn’t do it.

It’s too real to make a person cry. It only reaffirmed and strengthened my logical belief that love is real, yes, because love is all hormones and temporarily altered brain chemicals. That eventually stabilize. So hopefully you have enough in common to be friends when that happens so the two of you can agreeably finish the rest of your loveless marriage together! lololol! Because they sure didn’t! lolololol!

I’ve been miserable all day.